]8o.. Cassows skogsglänta ..o8[

Villervalla, virrvarr
Vår viljas viderunderliga vidsträckthet
vidhölls viskandes, väntandes

Varseblivningens vidder väckte vackert

vars värme vimsifierar vederbörande

Vi vurmar verkligen verkligheten
Vi värderar vårt vänskapsband

Vårkänslofloden väcker vansinneseuforin
Vi vandrar välsignade varsamt
Varsomhelst



/Cassow

Jag har älskat tre kvinnor i mitt 30-åriga liv.
Alla på olika sätt och utan inbördes ordning.

Nu vill en av dem ha mig tillbaka i sitt liv,
vara allt det hon inte kunde vara för 7 år sedan.
Jag måste våga tro på att hon stannar denna gången.
Snälla - låt detta vara på riktigt!

Herregud. Här kommer tårarna.

/C

Hjärtat bultar i otakt
med trumvirvlar om vartannat

En timma har passerat

sedan vi lade på luren

Fyra timmar har passerat

sedan vårt samtal inleddes

Var ska jag göra av
alla känslor som rör sig

inuti mig
Jag måste få utlopp
måste explodera
som ett konfettiregn
på en karneval

Alla dina erkännanden
all uppriktighet
all vårt historik
och dina förhoppningar
om en gemensam framtid
Det snurrar i mitt huvud
och hjärtat har öppnat discotek

Dina ord måste vara sanna
ditt hjärta och intentioner - rena

Jag behöver Din kärlek
Jag behöver älskas utav Dig
Bara älska mig för den jag är
med allt vad det innebär
såsom jag älskar dig för den du är
så klarar vi allt

Jag kan älska varje del av dig
om jag får dig till min igen
Jag tror inte det är möjligt
att låta bli
Jag har verkligen försökt


Bli min

Jag vill ge dig allt mitt bästa
Jag vill ge dig allt jag har
Allt.


/Cassow

 

 

Se klippen före ni läser texten nedan förslagsvis.Och bortse från att Jacob kommit upp i målbrottet och att han är lite lätt 'hyper'. ;)



Det finns människor sittandes på höga maktpositioner ute i världen som verkar för att man via genmanipulation ska isolera och ta bort gener som anses länkade till autism. Det finns även folk därute som helt seriöst vill ha en möjlighet att veta under graviditeten om deras barn riskerar att födas med autism, och vill kunna abortera om så är fallet. 

Det må vara så att Jacob Barnett är ett underbarn och så ovanlig som 1 på 10 miljoner människor. Det må vara så att Aspergers Syndrom enligt säkrad statistik uppskattas ha en frekvens på 2-3 barn per 10 000 invånare, och att dem som faller inom den klassiska autism-diagnosen som innebär förståndshandikapp, är långt vanligare (70% inom autismspektrumet tillhör denna kategorin), men det rättfärdigar ingenstans att människor ute i världen vill leka nazistiska rasbiologer, och förkasta allt som inte faller inom ramen för det 'normala'.

Kan bara instämma i det som Temple Grandin sa, att "mänskligheten skulle fortfarande befinna sig på grottmänniskor-stadiet om det inte varit för autismen. Utan autismen hade världen fått klara sig utan extraordinära genin såsom exempelvis: Nicolaus Copernicus, Leonardo Da Vinci, Thomas Edison, Nikola Tesla, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Ludwig van Beethoven, Albert Einstein, Bill Gates och Mark Zuckerberg. Alla översociala jävlar därute som mäter livsduglighet efter konsten att snacka ihop sig och festa i grupp kan ju suga på den karamellen ett tag.



Saxat från Wikipedia ang. just Aspergers syndrom:

"En stor populationsstudie i Sverige 1993 visade att 36 av 10 000 barn i skolåldern uppfyllde Gillbergs kriterier för AS, och det steg till 71 av 10 000 om misstänkta fall inräknas.[27] Uppskattningen är övertygande för Sveriges del, men resultaten kanske inte är tillämpliga på andra ställen eftersom de baseras på en homogen population. Den svenska undersökningen visade att AS kan vara vanligare än man tidigare trott och för närvarande kan vara underdiagnostiserad.[56] Gillberg uppskattar att 30–50% av alla personer med AS inte har fått en diagnos.[19] En annan undersökning har visat att 36 av 10 000 vuxna med en intelligenskvot på 100 eller över kanske uppfyller kriterierna för AS.[66]"


Kan för övrigt upplysa om att världens alla Aspergare försvann från jordens yta från och med 1:a maj i år (Jag sitter för närvarande på Aspergerkolonin på Mars måne Phobos och skriver detta! ;) ). Alla miljontals människor med diagnosen gick upp i rök eftersom American Psychiatric Association som utarbetar DSM, fått total kollektiv hjärnkollaps, och inte längre erkänner Aspergers syndrom som en diagnos, utan den skall istället buntas ihop med PDD-NOS, Högfungerande autism, klassisk autism och Retts syndrom, under samlingsnamnet Autismspektrumtillstånd, i och med deras sprillans nya DSM version 5. Ni kan läsa mer om det hela här.

Det blev tydligen för mycket att hålla reda på för den neurotypiska befolkningen och dess makthavare, så vi packar ihop allihopa till en enda grupp så slår vi ihop 5 små 'problem' till ett enda, trots att alla 5 har helt skilda behov av hjälp och stöd. Nästa steg blir väl att mota in oss i tågvagnar och köra iväg de oönskade till ett 'arbetsläger'...vänta några årtionden till bara :P

Tack och lov att inte alla länder följer DSM, utan att många hellre förlitar sig på ICD's kriterier för diagnoser.

/Cassow

 

Although that's not really true.

 


Pushing through the market square
So many mothers crying
News had just come over
We had five years left to sigh in

News guy wept and told us
Earth was really dying
Cried so much that his face was wet
Then I knew he was not lying

I heard telephones, opera house, favourite melodies
I saw boys, toys electric irons and T.V.'s
My brain hurt like a warehouse
It had no room to spare
I had to cram so many things
to get everything in there
And so many people
all the short fat people
and all the nobody people
and all the somebody people
I never thought I'd need so many people

A girl my age went off her head
Hit some tiny children
If the black hadn't a-pulled her off, I think she would have killed them

A soldier with a broken arm, fixed his stare to the wheels of a Cadillac
A cop knelt and kissed the feet of a priest
And a queer threw up at the sight of that
I think I saw you in an ice-cream parlour
Drinking milkshakes cold and long
Smiling and waving and looking so fine
Don't think you knew you were in my song

It was cold and it rained so I felt like an actor
And I thought of Ma and I wanted to get back there
Your face, your race, the way that you talk
I kiss you, you're beautiful, I want you to walk

We've got five years, stuck on my eyes
five years, what a surprise
We've got five years, my brain hurts a lot
five years, that's all we've got

Bortom höga fjälltoppar
och majestätiska glaciärer
med bråddjupa stup
Bortom trångsynta dalgångar
hemlighetsfulla fjordar
och ändlösa skogar
med glömda sjöar

Hundratals mil fjärran
sitter en nostalgiker ensam
och blickar bakåt
mot fordoms hjärteskatt
som hon inte glömma förmår
av skäl hon inte förstår
eller inte vill erkänna
att hon nära sig vill känna

Hon har färdats långväga
från Adlov till Nangors rike
i kortege med sin isprins
för att tillsammans tillbringa tid
med kungafamiljerna
Men medan prinsen jagar
eller fiskar med kungafädrerna
så sitter hon uttråkad i sitt torn
tvinnar guldhåret i lockar
och drömmer sig bort
ut i frostnattens norrsken
vars skimmer på stjärnhimlen
sakteliga dör bort
när natten lider mot gryning

Drömmar förgäves
För ingenting förändras
- och allting
Närvarons ögon
på andra sidan
av seendets sten 
blickar istället framåt
utan att någonsin glömma
det förgångna
- med allt vad det innebär

/Cassow

 


James, he came to my place
He said he had to see my face
He hopes that we can still be friends
In his own way, he'll love me til the end

And, James, he came to the door
Wanting to know for sure
Why love gets up and goes
I'm sorry, but it had no place to grow
Oh, James. My love for you is stronger, don't you know?

I'd like to celebrate you, dear
All in all, it's been a pretty good year
I looked deep within myself
I got scared by just how hard I fell
Oh, James. You broke me, I thought I knew you well.

Oh, you had me
Honey and me, oh, sun and the moon
I'll be fine by June
I could tell that you weren't well
Oh, James. You broke me, I thought I knew you well

Oh, can't you see you belong with me?
I could tell that you weren't well
Oh, James. You broke me, I thought I knew you well

Kanske Springsteens starkaste kärleksballad. Så mycket känslor. Fast den låter nog mer känslosam i studioversionen. Likväl - en jäkligt bra live-version.

Tänk om livet varit som
en högupplöst bluray-film 
fullspäckad med

extramaterial
bortklippta scener

förlängda scener
extrascener
och
alternativa slut

Anonymous question reposted by Joanne
My parents both think that when an Aspie has a meltdown due to people constantly moving her things around and interrupting her routines, it's a sign of immaturity and she needs to grow up. Does anyone here agree with this? If so, why, and if not, why not?

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Cassow: One of my toughest issues as an adult aspie is to learn how to best cope with people that either pay no attention or lack respect to my needs for consistency, predictability and routines.

I do believe that, while it is a good thing for an aspie to strive for less obsessiveness of control and predictability in life's daily events, it must also be acknowledged that that just isn't possible for some of us.

This is a tough cookie for sure!

I believe that it's a balance thing with your friends and relatives where you have to try and weight your own needs contra other people's needs in every situation.

My 73 year old grandmother regard me as a son, and she is highly dependant of me these days. I know she loves me, but at the same time she is high maintenance/tough to love, because she believes she has the right to crash into everyone elses lives and do whatever the heck she pleases to, without having to face any consequences. This sometimes makes for a clash between titants, as I am unwilling to let her influence or control my personal space in daily life to her favour. She knows about my diagnosis since two years back, and yet she understands very little of it, and seem to be either unwilling to understand, or unable (I believe her to be aspie herself actually).

So because of this I've set up boundaries. And one of those are that MY rules apply in my own home. In your own room or appartment/house you are the king, and as long as you live on your own, you are also the ONE ruler of your own castle.

Whenever my grandmother visits me she tries to exercise or gain influence in my home. This can drain me on energy to a great extent (even deplete my energy entirely). Because my grandmother is a handful, I try to pick when fight (as in argumenting) is neccessarily, or when to flee, resignate, or just plainly ignore her if possible.

I can ignore and let it pass if she decides that my dishes can't be left alone (I'll do them myself eventually), or when she feels that my toilette needs some cleaning (I do keep it clean to begin with) - but what I refuse to accept, and what also causes meldowns sometimes, is when she decides to try and redecorate or rearrange my stuff (I'm pedantic and highly organized), moves around my flowers in my windows, or when she moves around my furniture(!). End of line there!

När försvararna utav offret till översittaren själva förvandlas till översittare.

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don't f* with asperger :D -Roelant :)

Matt *->Josh *
 How many fucking accounts are you gonna have? You add me every time because you think I like you
 
Bryan * Excuse me, please do not be so rude. It is Joshes Facebook, and he is allowed to do whatever the hell he wants. If you don't like him why bother commenting - just to show off. Now, leave him alone, and don't accept his request if you dislike him. Do I make myself clear?
 
Roelant * I second Bryan's opinion, now don't be such a rude imbecile. Josh is a great guy, and if you have a problem with him, you have a problem with me and Bry, ps you look like the kind of guy i would have loved to put in a garbage can in high school
 
Bryan * I know right, Roe, I'd be one of the cheerleaders in the background chanting 'Go Roe; Go Roe; Go Roe' then I'd make sure the garbage disposal squad is called in to dispose of those not needed and irrelevant to the smart non-bullying human
 
Bryan * Just checked out his profile ^^ and he's older than ME. I'm 21 and he's a year OLDER. Saying that to a 15 year old boy with Autism. You should be ASHAMED of yourself. I hope I never meet you
 
Roelant * well lets find a container then in stead of a garbage can, shall we?
 
Bryan * Something big enough to hold a grown human male. How about........ an alligator?
 
Roelant * well bryan about that, to fit such requirements a crocodile would be better. but if the objective is to hold him entirely. then only a sperm whale is able to swallow him. perfect match for a dickhead i'd say
 
Bryan * LOL - I think he should have got the message by now - let's leave it alone for now.

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Jag kunde inte låta bli att dela med mig utav mina tankar kring att de lade upp detta i en status...


Jag: Bryan, as much as I love what you have done/are doing for the many people with Aspergers out there, this page shouldn't be either about raising yourself up to some grand hero stature through posting private fights openly for every member to see. The only thing that does is making you look hungry for personal gratification. Standing up for that teenager is a good thing, but my advice to you is to keep drama to a bare minimum on the page unless you want to risk that many followers unlikes it (I'm currently not one of them, but I understand why people get upset).

You do have every right to feel and say whatever you like on your very own page, but if you can't understand why Shakespearian-dramas like this is offputting to people, then I believe you need to ask yourself who you really are running this page for. Is it the aspergers community or yourself?

By creating this page you are already a hero in my book, but now that it has so many members, you need to focus more on just maintenance, and allow it to grow by itself. I do believe that the page has already reached a critical mass, allowing it to keep growing even if you didn't play such an active role.

I think the page would grow more if you actually took the role as the guy that runs it all behind the curtains.

Please understand that I am grateful for everything you do for the Asperger community Bryan, and that this criticism only are suggestions.
Gilla · 22


Jag: I'm not saying that you should stop posting stuff Bryan - or that wasn't what I ment with "the guy that runs it all behind the curtains", so I'll elaborate:

What I did mean was: keep posting educating, informing stuff, but allow the page to be less about yourself and more about aspergers in general. I do find you an interesting person though, and I do like to hear your personal opinions about aspie-related things in discussions. I just don't think that this page should be Bryan's personal ego boost-page.
Gilla · 9


Jess: you articulated what I also feel about this, I think the admin team are great but all this could make them lose credibility and that would be a shame.
Sluta gilla · 2


Sarah: Well it's his page and he can make it what he wants it to be and it's especially irrelevant what you think this page "should" be. If you want a page that's more about aspergers in general then go make one yourself.
Gilla · 1


Jag: It certainly is not IRRELEVANT what I think Sarah. I am a member just like you and I am entitled to my opinion. And clearly I am not the only one with these thoughts. As an aspie I know how hard it can be to see things nuanced instead of black and white, but really, if there is one thing that will help us aspies being more accepted in society, that is to learn how to see things in the gray shades, or different colors even.

As much as I am frustrated by NT's that refuses to see things through my perspective, I still have a responsibility towards myself and others to try my very best to see things through ALL ANGLES and not just my very own.
Gilla · 5


Jag: And to adress the thing you said about making my own page - I rather not, as I see just how much energy it can take from a person, time and life quality. I have too many special interests to make such a page work. This is why I admire what Bryan does so much! But that still won't turn me into someone who abandons my own ability to think critical.

I do share Bryans will to spread information about Aspergers though, and I do have my own blog that does that very thing. If Bryan and fellow admins are unwilling and unable to see things through others perspectives, then I do believe that this page will falter in time. And that is something I don't want. I want this page to expand and grow more than anything. So please, I am not an enemy here, I am an ally!
Gilla · 6


Annie: Byran stated recently that "likes" are critical to spreading awareness about Asperger's. Well by that stance, Claes's post is critical. The admins need to know what people "like" because not everyone has been here as long and will be willing to stay. I do agree that the page needs to have less personal drama aired. The information on the page is so valuable. I don't have the condition myself but I am not, in my own humble opinion, neurotypical. I have dyslexia and add and have two kids with sensory issues, one of which is dx ASD. I'm busy. VERY Busy raising three kids that are less than 31 months apart in age, going to school myself, and being a military wife... and the thing is, my life isn't unusual. Most people are genuinely busy, especially those advocating for special needs support. There's very little room for people to "see" all that is on the page at a quick and often unavoidably rushed glance. Bryan may certainly do what ever he likes with the page. But if "likes" are a concern, these are points to remember. Perhaps even creating a group where such private matters could be discussed by more involved ASA Page followers would be a good alternative.
Sluta gilla · 4

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...To be continued?


/Cassow

Saxat från Asperger Syndrome Awareness-forum på FB:

Anonymous Question Posted by Joanne 
"Is there anyone with aspergers who has experienced intrusive voices in their head? My teenage son is troubled by this at the moment and I would like to find out whether anyone else with aspergers or HFA has experienced this. Thank you."

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Man måste ju som orolig förälder få fråga, men jävlar vad arg jag blir när det dyker upp svar som detta nedan, som sprider ut en massa missinformation om vad som är Aspergers. Förvisso tror ju Charlene på fullaste allvar på det hon skriver, så det är egentligen inte hennes fel att det blir så här fel, men det riskerar ju att ge Aspergers syndrom, som redan är en väldigt missförstådd diagnos med ett oförtjänt dåligt rykte, ett ännu sämre rykte.

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Charlene: I'm 21 and i have aspergers as well, and i hear voices. If i dont keep my mind active i hear them more. they tell me to do bad things, harm myself and others, but when they get really bad they tell me ways to kill people. i know this sounds bad, but i found a way to control it. I am a writer, i write horror stories so i channel what the voices say into my writing and it helps a lot.

my doctors know of this and i am not schizophrenic, its just apart of the aspergers. the best way to deal with this is to keep your mind active, by that i mean do what you enjoy. (i love reading, doctor who, and writing, so i spend my days doing just that, i read a lot, and i write all day and i watch doctor who 24-7)

when the voices get bad you just have to deal with it but dont do anything they say. its like a shadow we have that we have to deal with, sometimes we can see our shadow and other times we cant, but its there. there are meds to help, i dont take any though, i tried but none worked.

the best advice anyone can give you is to keep your mind active, if you like video games, play them, if you like sports, play them, join a team. whatever makes you happy and your mind busy. even thinking can help. just make sure they never get too bad. it is my personal belief that as an aspie, we are all high functioning sociopaths, but not all of us are. dont get me wrong here, for us aspies who deal with voices, we are high functioning sociopaths, theres nothing bad about it. it just means our brain is hardwired differently even from other aspies.

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Jessy: I'm guessing it probably matters what the voices are saying ... whether he's hearing them as his own voice - or as another person / persona, how he responds to them, what he believes about them etc ect... if these voices are changing his behaviour etc etc... I have Aspergers and I have my OWN (usually) negative thoughts in my head, which I can't really control ... when I had a 'breakdown' I used to say it was like instead of 'normally' having one 'line' to the 'devil' and another 'line' to 'God' it was like I had ONLY a permanent 'hotline' to the 'Devil' ... but I wasn't being entirely 'literal' ... I knew the voices were my own - it's just that the balance of positive vs negative thoughts was WAY outa whack ... and anyway, I was hospitalised during this time in a Psych ward - and they decided ALL I had was Anxiety/Depression issues - nothing 'sinister' ... BUT best get checked by a GOOD Psych who is ALSO knowlegable in ASD

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Tobias: that MIGHT be schizophrenia if he is hearing voices which aren't there there is no reason why he couldn't have both sorry if i scared you but if thats the case i would have him checked about that as its common for schizophrenia to develop during adolescence

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Marie: that has nothing to do with aspergers I'm going to be blunt I'm not trying to hurt feelings but this pisses me off! hearing voices that tell you to do things ARE NOT ASPERGERS I'm tired of people saying certain things are bc of aspergers when they aren't!!!! aspergers doesn't mean they are crazy doesn't mean they turn out violent doesn't mean they will kill someone!! having an imaginary friend is ok and normal and different that what the op is talking about, having songs stuck in your head is normal has nothing to do with any diagnosis!! people with aspergers are not violent they do not grow up to be!!!! people can have aspergers and also other diagnoses that have those traits!!!!

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Jag: I am an aspie myself and I know that all aspies are unique and different from eachother, while sharing certain traits, but I still refuse to acknowledge that "hearing voices inside your head" is part of Asd as it clearly has nothing to do with autism spectrum disorder. I base this on the fact that i have read 4 or 5 books about Asd (among them Tony Attwoods brilliant "The complete guide to Aspergers syndrome") and that I have never encountered this on any list of aspie-traits, nor any chapters about "hearing voices".

What I have no problem with acknowledging though, is that Schizophrenia can be a side diagnosis beside Asd, because that much is proved.

I find it very upsetting that there are unprofessional doctors out there who claims that hearing voices in the head is not Schizophrenia but instead Asd, and that they even have managed to brainwash parents and aspies alike into believing it!

...

Jag (igen)@Stacy: Possibly, but Asd and Schizophrenia must not be mixed together and fused into one diagnose. I think that would be very wrong, unfortunate and hurtful for the Aspie-community as a whole if Asd was also associated with "hearing voices inside your head". We have plenty enough traits as there is.

Aspies can have obsessive thoughts, but that is not the same thing as Schizophrenia. Hearing your own voice inside your head is not Schizophrenia. Hearing other voices inside your head on the other hand, I'd say would qualify.


Jag (igen!): Ok, so I opened up Tony Attwood's book "The complete guide to Asperger's syndrome" and searched for anything relating to schizophrenia in the register in the back, and found a little here and there. To summarize it, I'll translate my swedish edition into english as well as I can.

"We have yet to determine the actual correlation between Asperger Syndrome and Schizophrenia, but currently there is no evidence in psychiatric science litterature, that schizophrenia is more commen with people that has Asperger's syndrome than within the general population."

Also I read in the book that many doctors and psychiatrists in the world confuse Aspergians often vivid imagination and ability to create their own inner fantasy worlds and such, with schizophrenia. So clearly this is a widespead problem when it comes to diagnosis.

Attwood's explaination to why some people are wrongly diagnosed with Schizophrenia instead of Asd, is that the doctors tend to ask the questions the wrong way in interviews, since many aspies take things litterary. One example:

- Do you hear voices?
- Yes.

The aspie may translate the question as if the interviewer wonders if he/she can hear voices in general, not specifically inside his/her own head. To answer "Yes" to that question may also refer to each and everyones own inner personal voice. That shouldn't be confused with, nor be compared with, hearing other people's voices, or unknown voices in your head telling you what to do. The problem is that some aspie teens doesn't realize that they do have an own inner personal voice, which makes them wrongly believe that they in fact are schizophrenical.

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Fan att man ska behöva informera om sånt här. Men det är bara att fortsätta tills det går in hos folk...

Schizofreni är sin egna diagnos och har _ingen_ korrelation med Aspergers! Eventuella tvångstankar som aspergare kan lida utav är inte schizofreni heller. Däremot så är det fullt möjligt för en person som har Asd att även ha Schizofreni, men Schizofrenin har alltså inte större förekomst hos folk inom autismspektrumet än det har hos övriga befolkningen.


/Cassow

 

Well done.

 ;)

 

...och slutklämmen! XD

- ...har passerat igen. Men det har inte denna Håkan-låt, som jag gått runt och visslat eller sjungt på av och till de senaste veckorna. Otroligt vackert stråkarrangemang.

 

 

 

Änglarna har åkt på pisk
Gårdarna är grönsvarta
Och i Azalea kan man inte ungdå att bli kär
Där går en som svär att allt du gör är gott
Ja, jag är din
Om du vill ha en idiot lägg din hand i min
Lägg din hand i min

Har ingen plats att kalla hem
I detta pissiga vårregn
Ett förortsgäng kapar en spårvagn hem
I vårkvällen
Provsmakar livets heroin
Och om du någonsin
Vill ha en idiot lägg din hand i min
Lägg din hand i min

Du kanske aldrig når det du vill nå
Men du når mig
Du kanske aldrig får den du vill få
Men du får mig

 


Jag tog härom veckan tag i ett sedan länge planerat hobby-projekt, att börja sortera ut mina favoritspår med mina favoritartister, och började då med Håkan Hellström. Jag visste att jag skulle få ihop många låtar (de har ingen inbördes rangordning på min spellista dock), men jag trodde aldrig att det skulle bli så många som det blev. 52 låtar fördelat på 7 album och en EP blir drygt 7 hits per album. Det är en fantastiskt avundsvärd snittsiffra för de flesta artister/grupper därute. En enastående hög lägstanivå.

Det säger något om vilken kompetent låtskrivare och hitmakare Hellström är. Nu är jag förvisso ett storfan, men jag hyllar ändå långt ifrån alla hans låtar. Dock merparten. Men musik är knappast något som man kan eller bör bedöma objektivt heller. Eller, det kan iaf inte jag. Antingen så går det in i hjärtat eller så gör det inte det. Håkan Hellström gör det för mig. Han fångar genom sin gudalika förmåga till att skriva lyrik, med en kuslig träffsäkerhet, upp många erfarenheter och känslor som jag burit eller ännu bär på. Visst finns det många som sjunger bättre än honom rent tekniskt sett, men inte många sjunger med samma hjärta, smärta, nakenhet, glädje och ärlighet.

Så här är min lista. Enjoy!


/Cassow

(Obs: klippen bör ses i fullskärmsläge och med hörlurar på för bästa effekt!)

 





Detta spelet är fan frågan om jag någonsin vågar spela ensam... :-S